Digital_Ark

It has been a while since I actually thought this way. I wish I could get back to that uplifting feeling I got before but right now its just not possible. This time of year especially just makes me feel not as motivated. Hopefully one of these days I will feel this feeling as strongly as I did before.

Its been on my mind for quite a while. I have been way to damn frustrated with a situation and its about time I call it dead on arrival. It took me many talks with my ex nan and my good friend roni to come to a conclusion that what  this one person is doing to me is just not worth me trying. I was a fool to think that I would even matter to them in the first place. I felt so angry and so ripped off. But I doubt I am the only one. Resetting the clock again is hard and I know I am driving myself crazy over all this shit.  ┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ︵ ┻━┻   I guess this accurately represents how I am at the moment lol. But seriously it was about time I stopped doing this  (´；ω；`)  and more of  (─‿‿─)  Can't keep being sad about it and more holding it back inside again. （￣^￣）凸 
My emotions ||Φ|(|´･|ω|･｀|)|Φ|| jailed me from seeing what was up. Such a beautiful liar...well can't really be called a lie if the question wasn't answered. Lie by omission? Well thanks ♪(･ω･)ﾉ anyway I guess. I think I am tired of wanting to run and hide away. At least I am breathing thats a plus. God this is all random gibberish and its ok cause its out of me at least.  It was something I was keeping locked behind my lips.